My dear, uni lyf's amazin! D freedom and eryfn bt den dere's d work..rmemba hw i told u i was a dedicated christian?! Omo...it hasnt bin easy t kip ma faith n kip it strong! Bt im tryin.....im luvin d skul work, d social life, d dressing up n all bt dere's jes 1 problem. Iv bin in dis skul 8wks dats 2 mnths oh n i feel lyk a boy.....im sure ur surprisd;boy ke?? No boy has lookd ma way o...i feel soo invisible; i see my mates out wif boys ery nyt n most tyms i feel jelos.....bt dnt get me wrng o.....im nt desperate...mayb nt lyk u fink..
Nyway,dere was dis day.....i was lookin gud as usual walkn by wen i saw a frnd...he was tlkin t dis FINE boy n omo...im nt exaggeratin.....he was fine....i almost walkd by wen my frnd calld me bak.....he introducd me to him....i sed hi non-challantly....u dnt expect me t show d boy i was interestd nw...L☺L....we spoke 4 a whyl bt den i had a class so i left dem t d discussion.
Few days later d dude bcame a frequent face. I kept seeing him erywhr. Bt i dnt jes act lyk i noticd till one day he calld my fone...we spoke bt i dnt sound bothered. Was evn abou2 spark 4 him...he dnt wan2 tell me hw he gt my number....so i actd up on dat fact.....bt sha afta a few calls n lots of texts i gav in n stopd vexin. We bcame rilly close sha! Kinda lyk best friends bt i dnt wan2 tell him i had a huge crush on him...i was def nt in luv wif him bt i lykd him; a lot! Afta a whyl we bcame inseparable,plannd our lives arnd each oda dat dere was no way i'd b free n nt b wif him n vice versa sha.
B4 i continu sef,u rmemba dat ma ex na! Dat jati jati boy? Nywy sha o....i signd in to yahoo messenger on my blackberry n he buzzed me...i sed hi;all friendly n all...it had bin a whyl nw...bt den he put up dis attitude dat he dsnt nid my "hi" dat he jes wannid t tell me t stay away frm his lyf...."E gbami";i exclaimd! "Wat is wrong wif dis 1??" I gav him a piece of my mind o!! Den it ocurred t me....his gf was givn me a crappy attitude wen i had calld ha n i gav ha also a piece of my mind....i rilly dnt undastand ha....she was eatin my leftover n still had d mouth t tlk....srzly tho....wat was up wif dat?
D boy was too surprisd......he apologizd n admited i had changd....i neva stood up t him whyl we wer tgeda,so it caught him offguard....nyway sha afta all d apologies we had a long discussion..t cut d long story short we bcame gud frnds agn! D boy shuda jes sed he misd me! L☺L
Nyway,dere was dis day.....i was lookin gud as usual walkn by wen i saw a frnd...he was tlkin t dis FINE boy n omo...im nt exaggeratin.....he was fine....i almost walkd by wen my frnd calld me bak.....he introducd me to him....i sed hi non-challantly....u dnt expect me t show d boy i was interestd nw...L☺L....we spoke 4 a whyl bt den i had a class so i left dem t d discussion.
Few days later d dude bcame a frequent face. I kept seeing him erywhr. Bt i dnt jes act lyk i noticd till one day he calld my fone...we spoke bt i dnt sound bothered. Was evn abou2 spark 4 him...he dnt wan2 tell me hw he gt my number....so i actd up on dat fact.....bt sha afta a few calls n lots of texts i gav in n stopd vexin. We bcame rilly close sha! Kinda lyk best friends bt i dnt wan2 tell him i had a huge crush on him...i was def nt in luv wif him bt i lykd him; a lot! Afta a whyl we bcame inseparable,plannd our lives arnd each oda dat dere was no way i'd b free n nt b wif him n vice versa sha.
B4 i continu sef,u rmemba dat ma ex na! Dat jati jati boy? Nywy sha o....i signd in to yahoo messenger on my blackberry n he buzzed me...i sed hi;all friendly n all...it had bin a whyl nw...bt den he put up dis attitude dat he dsnt nid my "hi" dat he jes wannid t tell me t stay away frm his lyf...."E gbami";i exclaimd! "Wat is wrong wif dis 1??" I gav him a piece of my mind o!! Den it ocurred t me....his gf was givn me a crappy attitude wen i had calld ha n i gav ha also a piece of my mind....i rilly dnt undastand ha....she was eatin my leftover n still had d mouth t tlk....srzly tho....wat was up wif dat?
D boy was too surprisd......he apologizd n admited i had changd....i neva stood up t him whyl we wer tgeda,so it caught him offguard....nyway sha afta all d apologies we had a long discussion..t cut d long story short we bcame gud frnds agn! D boy shuda jes sed he misd me! L☺L
Bak t whr i was cmin frm.....(y do i always take detours lyk dis? L☺L).....my fyn boy n i wer sooo close; erybdy in skl thut we wer goin out n i luvd it! ;) At least i had a guy t call myn bt i jes dnt trust him enuf t solidify things....so i allowed fins t take dier normal course.....who am i t go against d course of nature? :D LoL. and like they say; "who no lyk beta tin?" Afta a whyl sha ppl startd cmin wif reports of him goin afta oda gehs includin 1 i cald my frnd; (im sure ur lyk "WOW"!! u can jes imagin?)....omo...i exd his syd o!!! A whole God's princess lyk me wif a buffoon lyk him?! I had had enuf.....thank God i wasnt in luv wif him or anyfn so twas easy t dump his sorry ass!! (yh,i sed it,"sorry";he had to be for attempting to play me! what an ingrate).
And jes lyk dat he bcame very ugly t me....i jes culdnt stand him anymre.....n wif tym d whole fin ended....
All of a sudden o; i bcame a hot ticket on d market! Different idiots cmin t meet me finkn dey had a chance wif me....fnx t d retard i associated myself wif.....i luvd d attention at 1st bt later i startd givn each n ery1 deir share of ma craze......L☺L ....dnt giv me dat luk...i had t jo...twas nided.I bcame wat neyo defined as a "miss independent" and beyonce as a "single lady". Twas den i noticed i dnt nid a guy t make me a whole being.....i nided t get close t God n maintain my relationship wif him o:) .....n lyk dat i bcame unstoppable.....n i mean i bcame a goddess.....ery girl's bf had t luk bak wen i passd...twas dat serz...dey all culd see God's blessings booming all ova me!!!
I had dis part of my lyf unda control bt dere's a whole nother syd i neva mentioned....im guessin u rilly wan2 knw.......so i'll tell u bt kai i hav dis class in a bit so i hav t go.....SORRY....i promise t b bak soon.....
Do stay tuned!! :p
To be continued!!!
-ENITAN.O.KEHINDE
i relate well to dis story mern .... #doublegbam
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